u know the reasons and I think it's rather brave of u to voice
them out. You have done nothing wrong anyone or to yourself,so stop
feeling embarrassed abt it. No doubt you are at low point of your
life but i feel this is the right time for you to bounce back
stronger than ever. Have more faith in youself. Rem, u are out to
prove to no one,but yourself, that you can overcome urself and the
obstacles facing u.
Adapting or readjusting to the increasingly chaotic pace and
stressful lifestyle is already not a easy feat for most of ppl who
have jobs now, let alone you.