Dan is now not very close to me anymore because of some words he
said. Joyce tell me this, Dan dont want to contact you people any
more
he said that it brings him pain. Then I said, What does it
got to do with me? She replied, He say you are like siding Greg
more than him. Yes, I am closer to Greg than Dan. Yes, I am
biased. But Im already doing my best to be fair to all! He can
because of this matter, dont want me as a friend anymore, not
including his distrust in me as a friend. I dont think I should
tolerate such things.
As for Greg, I will not leave him. So far he had not attacked me or
stab me in the back before. Joyce
I usually choose me friend and
Ive accepted her as a friend
I will not take back my words or
ignore her unless, she do something bad to me. I believe she have
her reasons and pain
If shes a b|tch and hes a basta®d, then
they are my b|tch and basta®d friends.
Once a friend, forever a friend, I will keep it in that way unless
they stab me in the back. I accept what they are, forgive what they
had done, accept their opinions and views, and go through their
pain with them, defend the negatives way people look at them
because I feel for them, never asking for much in return
I may be
a fool but at least in this way, I didnt let anyone down. This is
the way I make friends and these are how important friends are to
me.
Well
now, both of them are my only true friends. Maybe that is why
I dont want to lose them. Its hard to find friends, who will
really take you as friends
In the past, I had experience them, the
girl friends will treat me good but actually, they treat me like
this for the liking and love. The guy friends will treat you good
but actually, they treat me like this just for the fun and company.
They back stab when they had found others, they gossip when you are
not around
even my birthday, when I think for them, booking a
restaurant for them, asking them to tell me in advance if they
cant come but yet, they give lame excuse. Oh I cant find the
place
bla bla bla.
All I ask is just be true to friends, but they cant do it. They
will look at people at colour, wealth, studies, looks and status
I
just hope now is that Greg and Joyce are not people like this. As
for her, Ill try to do as much as I can.
